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Aw fuck.i forgot to write more CRAP,oooooooooooo.tanias breakin up with jesse.cause.she is in love with me.and were gonna get married.so what the fucks the point of being with jesse.II dunno.ey.the dude kicks ass.but.me and tania have made plans.and they never got changed.she didnt even get with jesse cause she loves him like that ya know.but yeah.everything stayed the same.sep.we werent together.thats it.but.we're gonna be.AND.when she comes here in december.we be gettin married yall.maan.i wish it was december.cause TANIAS COMIN.and...its hotter then a niggers asshole at the moment.u walk outside.and have a fuckin heat stroke.u know what.i like music.music is fun..half my life is spent listening to music.mostly cannibal corpse.and down.and rammstien.and meshuggah.and pantera. and judas priest. and tool..but see.i hate rap.the hate i have for rap is the kinda hate that adolf would have for master p.EY.but im not..um.thaat racist.cause...i like sevendust.it just really depends on the people.LIKE RAPPERS.stupid fuckheads.the only good rapper i could ever speak of is marshal mathers and tu pac.thier lyrics meant stuff.BUT I DONT LIKE RAP.so it doesnt matter.i dunno.i just think raps annoying and talentless bullshit dripping from some asshole rappers mouth.i dunno.i. . . . .kinda like marshal.cause.um.hes pretty violent.and tu pac.uhh.has nice lyrics.but i aint sayin no mo.well fuck dat.I WANNA RACE BOATS.oooo thier fuun.cause u never know when ur gonna hit some fucked up wave and go boom and splash.so.its crazy.u could be goin 150 and just all a sudden flip 34989863798 billion times.its koo.plus.u can jump'em.cant jump cars on tha road.cause roads dont have waves ooooo.thats why boats are koo.well.im not racin boats.but i do like music.and i love tania.im so super right now i could just go hug a pillow and cry like a little girl whos sad cause she has no boobies.sep.ID BE HAPPY.... . . . . . as fuck.i go

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What the fuck.i click on Write stuff.AND IM TRYING TO FUCKING TYPE STUFF,these people are fucking confusing.jesus.WELL.my hand hurts.probably because i let steve punch me in tha knuckles as many times as he wants with his boney ass hands.cause i said it doesnt hurt.but fuck.the guy................is like....3486768% bone.my hands like black.buuut I dont care.maan.black girls are fuckin sick.its like fuckin a pile of mud.and.MY brother.ye old nazi.fucked one.dudes sick.well YAY for his wigger ass.cause i give no shits.he just kinda felt like sharin that with me today.well ok.7 months ago.BUT ITS STILL FUCKIN SICK.but ok.me and tania are super.ok no.we're....ok.BUT.we're gonna be good.everything will be over soon.and things will be super.i think i wanna start bare knuckle fightin.cause damn.i can punch shit hard.and it doesnt really hurt..and ive only broken my hand 5 times.no O lord.O LORD.i need money.cause i need boots.and clothes.and speakers.and room shit.and a CAR.......lets put it this way.i have a MAXED OUT AMAZING GRAND TOTAL OF........a dollar.NOW HOW THE FUCK DO I PAY FOR ALL THAT WITH THAT.in large payments of a cent.well.i dont think that'll work.so.FUCK n/m.WAIT.tania burnt her lips.::is talking to tania::.HAH.her gloss is gold.SHE SAID ITS TRUTH.BUT ITS GOLD.IM SAMART.wait.sart.smart.o.........................nevermind shit.BAND.need lyrics.i have to write for fucks sake.i have like a total of 8 usable songs.well.ooooooo well.ill just be koo.WELL.you know what.i must go.i will write.TYPE.the fuckin rest ina fuckin fuckin minute ya fuck.FUCK.

Tanias thing for me

******OPINIONS******Am i cute?: yes :)Am i hot?: :creams: yes!Am i sweet?: extremely :)Am i crazy?: you crazy mofo!Am i lovable?: very much so!Am i funny?: bro you crack me upAm i annoying?: at times :)Am i psycho?: eh yes.Am i daring?: lol i guess so you wacked out hoeAm i a good person?: too much at times :/******WOULD YOU....******Hug me?: FOREVERMiss me if i was gone?: you are gone...Listen to my problems?: for daysHug me if i cried?: for hoursBe a good friend?: the best******WOULD YOU... (Opposite Sex Only)******Ever go out with me?: haha hells yea.If you already have would u do it again?: yes siry pokie bunnyKiss me ((Really))?: all the time <3Marry me if u could?: im going to hoe.Ever talk bad about me if we ever broke up?: probably. lol******HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME??******theese are tufffffff.....When's my birthday?: august 25thHow old am I?: 17What school do I go to?: you dont go to schoolDo i have any siblings ~> names??: billy(william) and chris.Who is my most current ex?: me :)Who is my best friend?: steve and me :)Who am i crushing on/dating?: me :)Favorite color?: black and redLucky number?: eh fuck you. lolWhat is my worst subject?: in school? math i think.Best subject?: english.Favorite animal?: snakes, gators, doggies, and cats. i tink. TURTLESFavorite sport?: fuck you buddy. no im kidding. your riding.Favorite TV show: eh too many.Favorite song/songs?: uh any cannibal corpse, or peral jam, er stuff.Favorite music group?: pearl jam, tool, cannibal corpse, morbid angel, shall i go on?*****Who Am I******What TV star do i most remind u of?: jack black! hahahaWhat song would u dedicate to me?: i knew i loved you - savage gardenWhat famous person do I most resemble?: uh... jack black??*****If You Could...******Give me a new name it would be? why?: brian, cause its a skinhead nameHook me up with someone(real) who would it be? why?: me cause you rock and i must have you :)Do one thing with me it would be? why?: marry you cause you promised!Drop me one piece of advice it would be?: fuck people.******Just A Few Questions******What do u love about me?: everythingWhat do u hate about me (seriously)?: you get annoying.What is my best quality?: everything.IF u could change one thing about me it would be?: nothing. maybe your self esteem. or your sensitivity a little bit. not too much cause sensitive boys are a big plus!What is your honest opinion about me?: your perfect

i don't sleep with my teddy bear

woo, my stomach hurts and my pinkies green. Whaatever. So anyway im tryin ta get an old mustang but i cant find one within florida and with the right shit in it, which is really starting to piss me the fuck off, but i dont care i'll find one.I've been sick for the past year, my dads doing crack, my moms crazy and wants to die, my dads dieing. . .i mean shit you should hear the fucker cough.tania is makin me wait of course.BUT ATLEAST SHES NOT WITH JESSE.well its ok actually.i could careless about my dad and my mom.and me and tania are actually super duper.we dont even fight no mo.WE KOO.yes i have bad typing.but i never said i cared cause i dont really care cause i never have really cared cause its stupid to care about something stupid. . .yes mamim having an obsession with 80's metal and original metal. it's probly because ive been in a really good mood lately. Because yesm i only listen to that stuff when im really fuckin cheery. . .well all that stuff about buyin stuff i think i cant mostly forget, besides the clothes.i dont have shit to wear ever. .and if we can find a place for me ta stay in california, im gonna be stayin for a long time. .so yesm i need clothing, but if tania comes shes only comin fur a week. .but thats koo, cause its right befo christmas.you kno what ive noticed, ive noticed that i talk about the sammme things.yes. .yes i do.because for tha time being i have a boring life.spike is stinky.you kno what.im gonna buy a ferret.and a snake.and then.ima let'em loose in ma house. .and see who dies first.no not really but i do want a kitty. AND a puppy.spike can hump the kitty.and the puppy can protect the kitty by humping spike.alright well ima go do alotta nothin. i'll probly sleep cause i dont feel good, so whoopi goldberg and goodnight I LOVE YOU TANIA<3<3<3<3<3<3. . . ::found his teddy bear::

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oh man.im all frustrated..tanias coming in four months and ive got lotsa stuff to do and buy..And.i need to get a job.because even tho selling my truck will pay for like 99 percent of it i still need to have money.i mean i kno she doesnt wanna do nothing but be with me.but my mom doesnt have a job anymore.so shes home everyday.so..we are gonna end up going somewhere.so..i need money..which is why job is a good word..i mean the way it is now.its like.hmmmm.uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.what is there ta do.ummmmmmmmm.i dunno.umm.no.......hm.Nothing.and i dont want it to be like that with her here.so.im gonna have alot ta do.even if its just a buncha movies n stuff.but im gonna make my room unleavable.like ooooooooo.ur room kicks ass.lets just stay in here.oooooooooo.::is tania::......................::is now nick::so yeah.i mean im not gonna have a fridge err anything..cause.....IM NOT RICH...yeah.everythings been worked out...by everything i mean the cost of it all...and a fridge-o-rater wasnt included.cause ok.theres the speakers and the receiver n stuff...well i want that..cause all i have is a nigger rigged shit hole of a system.....that i put together.and theres the um.um...computer.which is something i want to.cause this computer is such a wonderful peice of shit.and then the rest is just little stuff.im gonna start putting effort into the band.because i know ive got pretty damn good taste in music.so im pretty damn kinda somewhat sure that ill make good ass music.the way i want my music to sound is like a mix between OLD metallica/pantera/down.basicly like bad ass metal..because thats the kind of music i like.those are three of my favorite bands.problem is.im not that great of a guitar player.but im really good with samples and turntables.ANYWAY.thats the thing.i need to get better at guitar.so.im gonna put a shit load of effort into that.i know ill be able to learn.because i can play.i just cant play with all four fingers...and i need to learn how ta read notes.after that me and steve can start lookin fur members n shit.you know whos annoying.drunk people.OHH YEA.my moms friends over here all drunk and loud..She's annoying as fuck.........fuckin drunk people.we should go let her loose on the main highway.itd be like a reality/gambling show called."See how long YOUR drunk will last".peopled be watchin while them drunks are bobbin and weavin till one finally gets completely splatterd all over a semi's grille.ooooooooooooooooo.pretty gross.BUT ANYWAY.today.i woked up...and layed in bed till that nasty drunk skank left.which was only like....an hour ago.eh.GAD DAMNIT...josh made me sick.well im gonna go play with gators.

I'm jiggie. Yes...

I'm jiggie. Yes. Aren't I jiggie Nick???? Yes. Yes I am! I'm hungry. HI JENNY. Yes Jenny is here. Yes she is. Yes. How many times did I say "yes." Jenny says, and I quote "I'm so cool cause I'm on a CD cover and You would be happy if you were on a CD cover. I can make a fake band and put you on the CD cover, Tania!" Yes that is the cool Jenny on CD covers. RAD! ::picks nicks nose:: ::looks at it for a while:: ::stares:: ::sees a hair:: wowie! haha. Okie. I <3 you! BYE

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today was fun.i didnt do anything,but it was fun.well for one,my brother chris and his boy friend mikes here.and chris is the funniest fuckin person youd ever kno.but we had a party so everyone could see chris.cause hes only here for 2 weeks.yeah i didnt even do anything.i just sat around staring at everyone.SO EXCITING.well.i was just sittin in the chair.and basicly all my aunts and my female cousins walked up to me all u look so much skinnier.i was just like uhhh............no.doesnt matter tho.they were pretty dead set on me being thinner so i just said thanks.u too.yesterday when chris and mike first got here i was TRYING to sleep.but my fuckin mom kept beating on my damn door.which im getting dead bolted.SO I CAN FUCKIN SLEEP WITHOUT PEOPLE BREAKING IN....god damnit.DICKHEADS man.but i was sleeping untill chris finally broke into my room and starting makin fun of me and woke me up.so i got up and took a shower...and after waiting 9 years for billy to wake up we finally went to dinner at cracker barrel.which is like a redneck country restgraunt.and after that.i went with billy and rebecca to go see goldmember.and on the way billys like.you know i smoke weed right.im like dude.ur the one that got my ass smokin weed in the first place u dumbshit...and hes all.........................................oh yeah.then hes like.well.then you wont mind if i smoke a little weed eh.and im like neh.so he takes out this little pipe.and rebeccas all NICk.you do not smoke weed.im like.yeah.well i did.but i stopped.and rebecca.i already told you i did like.2 years ago.retard.so he lights it.and its reaally strong weed...and he basicly hot boxed his wiggerd out blazer at somewhere around 90 mph....uh huh....so i got really high.well a little.ok no.more.i think.wait.was i.yeah.i know i was................yeah.i was...YEAh.ok but we got there and theres like 9 seats left in the damn theater cause there were already like 9000 people there.so we watched the movie.and me.HAH.i didnt stop laughing once.i went completely insane..and everyone was getting really pissed off.so i kept covering my mouth and stopping...but i kept bursting out laughing.OMG that movie was damn funny.woooo...so we left and they dropped me off here.and i went and sat down in the leather recliner.and holy shit.i was gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood.so i feel asleep.and i had a damn good sleep.woo.im tellin you.but yeaah.i woke up..and it was gone.so then tania called and i talked to her for 10 hours.and fell asleep and did today.so hopefully she'll be callin soon.cause.the computers boring..and shes fun.. Me and tania.well.no me and tania.but im koo.cause we're best friends.cause.pretty much..no matter what happens,we'll allways be best friends.BUT.the future holds wonderful theengs my friieend::is a haabeeb::.no ok im PURE AMERICAN BITCH.no ok.im alil indian.BUT I SWEAR...im not chinese. The band.nope no band,never was.but me and steve are trying.WE'RE TRYING. to get some peoples.(drummer,other guitarist,tania(synth)).i know.metal band.synth.just member.SLIPKNOT..but i need to get better at guitar first.and hopefully we could get peter on vocals.lol.hes to greasy. neh.ive got a better voice anyway..and ive got many levels to my voice.so its good.FUCK.i wish chris woulda brung his dogs man.them fuckers are fun.so.LATER cash money homies g.