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oh man.im all frustrated..tanias coming in four months and ive got lotsa stuff to do and buy..And.i need to get a job.because even tho selling my truck will pay for like 99 percent of it i still need to have money.i mean i kno she doesnt wanna do nothing but be with me.but my mom doesnt have a job anymore.so shes home everyday.so..we are gonna end up going somewhere.so..i need money..which is why job is a good word..i mean the way it is now.its like.hmmmm.uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.what is there ta do.ummmmmmmmm.i dunno.umm.no.......hm.Nothing.and i dont want it to be like that with her here.so.im gonna have alot ta do.even if its just a buncha movies n stuff.but im gonna make my room unleavable.like ooooooooo.ur room kicks ass.lets just stay in here.oooooooooo.::is tania::......................::is now nick::so yeah.i mean im not gonna have a fridge err anything..cause.....IM NOT RICH...yeah.everythings been worked out...by everything i mean the cost of it all...and a fridge-o-rater wasnt included.cause ok.theres the speakers and the receiver n stuff...well i want that..cause all i have is a nigger rigged shit hole of a system.....that i put together.and theres the um.um...computer.which is something i want to.cause this computer is such a wonderful peice of shit.and then the rest is just little stuff.im gonna start putting effort into the band.because i know ive got pretty damn good taste in music.so im pretty damn kinda somewhat sure that ill make good ass music.the way i want my music to sound is like a mix between OLD metallica/pantera/down.basicly like bad ass metal..because thats the kind of music i like.those are three of my favorite bands.problem is.im not that great of a guitar player.but im really good with samples and turntables.ANYWAY.thats the thing.i need to get better at guitar.so.im gonna put a shit load of effort into that.i know ill be able to learn.because i can play.i just cant play with all four fingers...and i need to learn how ta read notes.after that me and steve can start lookin fur members n shit.you know whos annoying.drunk people.OHH YEA.my moms friends over here all drunk and loud..She's annoying as fuck.........fuckin drunk people.we should go let her loose on the main highway.itd be like a reality/gambling show called."See how long YOUR drunk will last".peopled be watchin while them drunks are bobbin and weavin till one finally gets completely splatterd all over a semi's grille.ooooooooooooooooo.pretty gross.BUT ANYWAY.today.i woked up...and layed in bed till that nasty drunk skank left.which was only like....an hour ago.eh.GAD DAMNIT...josh made me sick.well im gonna go play with gators.