Jes...

Jesse your the dumbest fucking dip shit ive ever known. She said all that to make ME not get angry, u stupid fuck..she protects you alot more then she does me, and she thinks better of you then me. seriously dumbass.....why do you think allll this shit happend. . .because she loves you, you fuckin prick. im getting the ass end of this entire thing. tania lies to me all the time!..and never to you.....undeserving asshole.

Subway

i am bored i am bored i am bored. tania has given me no sign of life..she is i dunno where....shes probably all high n asleep hehehe awww ::kisses her nose::. but shes a tired lady, cause she works lots n lots...and only for tips god damnit.well woo im tired. if i dont talk to tania tonight..itll be the first night we havent talked in like..........6 months. because we allways talk every night for atleast 10 hours er so. even if we're fightin.i should really try and draw some things for the art instruction school lady. Because shes back in florida even tho she wasnt supposed to be untill mid next year. so i really should draw some stuff up and get my mom to call her and get her ta come by. She saw my other drawings and thought she really needed to talk to me..so..thats probably why shes back. The only reason she didnt come by last time..was because i havent been drawing for around 4 months at the time, so it kinda faded. but ive gotten back into it so yesm...she should come by this weekend. plus..she flew from canada.itd be mean to not let heru know i really think rebecca raped me. because josh is me in every way.. he doesnt really look like me but acts like me and wants to be around me more then anyone and comes to me when hes hurt or has done somethin wrong. i dunno..maybe its because im the only one that plays with'em and doesnt smack him.I HAD CHINESE FOOD.I FINALLY HAD CHINESE FOOD AGAIN....and i feel like complete shit and never wanna eat it again.oo. i want thai food tho. aww tania, shes looves thai food.. i must eat tania now.fuck, i need to fight someone. all the anger from everythings just sittin there. HAH..ill go fight that little shit that steve knows. lol steves a pimp now..and this guys a nerdie 130 pound punk/metalhead with glasses and A.D.D..hes goin out with some 12 year old named samantha with big tits.hes actin like shes his hoe. i was laughin hard as fuck when i asked him who the fuck she was.hes like "dude shes fine as hell..and shes has big ass tits, AND....she asked me to finger her at lunch.man i rubbed her over her pants while shes was moaning n shit". i just kept laughin..but i asked him if shes serious about him. and hes all "man pssh, shes swoonin over me..i dunno how long ill keep her tho"..even tho hes never had a real girl friend hes actin all pimped out. no but steve kicks ass..im glad hes gettin girls.....he needs'em more then any body.problem is, thier all 12.lol and steves birthdays comin up..guess whos goin over there........samantha..hes all "we're gonna fuck, we're gonna fuck, we're gonna fuck".lol.the guy doesnt even have peach fuzz sproutin frum his face. well who cares..he needs it. alright im goin ta bed. im tired as fuck and tanias probly asleep.so gootbye.::nigtie tania::

HAH, thats ...

HAH, thats funny as hell. tanias homework is some interview with her "role model", and she did her little faggot ex jesse savka. thats such bullshit......she said herself its just bullshit..and that he was the only one online to interview.

Im NOT Tired

damn yo, it's 7 and im not asleep..GOD HELP ME..yo.yo yo yo::pimps it::.eh.niggers eat nuts at the zoo. i swear.ive wanted to see tanias boobies really bad for like 2 weeks. ive had lack of pleasure so kiss my ass. i dont ask her of course. Cause im respectable in 2 ways.ooooooooooooo. I knew tania would like this song man. i swear, cause i was listenin to it and ive listened to it atleast 20 times since i heard it on thursday. i know her so well that its not even funny anymo. i have poison ivy poisoning, thats frum ridin. OK...OK. im hella inspired by morbid angel now, because i havent listened to'em for a while, but now that i have. . .whoooooooooaaaa, it just completely makes me wanna go play guitar and write notes and be creative.Friday sucked, tania maybe of gotten raped, i was soooo pissed when she told me.not just at her.but because i wasnt there to start killin people.no im kidding just the guy. i was pissed at tania because she promised me she wouldnt go out at night anymore because i told her i knew somethin bad was gonna happen, so i asked her to not. . .she didnt keep her promise. its ok tho she forgot.and i cussed my parents out completey because my moms a lying fat cunt and my dads a complete crackhead.and after that i left and went outside.after a while this kid i fuckin hate came by sayin shit ta steve and me, so i ran after him with my fuckin hammer and hes like no no no no no noo.i was kidding im friends with steve..so yes i obviously wasnt in a good mood.infact a skinny ass nigger came flyin by on a street bike.so i chucked this biiig ass rock at his head...it was funny tho, because he stopped and took off his helmet.so i yelled get the fuck outta here ya stupid fuckin nigger...funny thing is...he left.im not even THAT racist at all..i just wasnt in a good mood.but anyway.TANIA WAS WEARING JESSE'S BOXERS THATS SO FUCKIN GROSS DUDE.Scott.ooo scott. big wonderful SCOTT. u know how much i hate scott. i hate him as much as i hate black people at the movies, i hate this asshole more then i can hate anyone...but tania thinks hes sooo great...and sooooo cool...and soooo funny.well i sooo wanna kill him. i wanna see his face deform under the end of my hammer. ok.ok.ok.ok....ok.im calm.we good.WE KOO, and.hes gonna go see her..which is why im gonna try and move there...well till three years from now. but yeah i cannot stand the thought of her around him.when it happens i will be soooo fucking touchy and pissed off. for some obvious reason miss tania.alright.im tired now..ive been typing for like 5 days a 2 years with 3 months in between.im just gonna go eat and go to bed with my teddy bear which i will soon give to tania, so he can kicks ernies ass.but if i dont update after i wake up..cause i aint finished ive just gotten all a sudden tired.so yeah.if i dont.today im most likely gonna be violent towards passing motorists and go jumpin.so i love you all.good mornin((i know it says seven.but i started typin at 3am))..and yes i know im boring and talk about tania alot.thats cause.IM NOT ASHAMMED LIKE SHE IS.which is why i talk about her..in a good way.grr.yeah:/ .....nighty.))20 minute's later((.OK.now im goin yall.

i don't sleep with my teddy bear

woo, my stomach hurts and my pinkies green. Whaatever. So anyway im tryin ta get an old mustang but i cant find one within florida and with the right shit in it, which is really starting to piss me the fuck off, but i dont care i'll find one.I've been sick for the past year, my dads doing crack, my moms crazy and wants to die, my dads dieing. . .i mean shit you should hear the fucker cough.tania is makin me wait of course.BUT ATLEAST SHES NOT WITH JESSE.well its ok actually.i could careless about my dad and my mom.and me and tania are actually super duper.we dont even fight no mo.WE KOO.yes i have bad typing.but i never said i cared cause i dont really care cause i never have really cared cause its stupid to care about something stupid. . .yes mamim having an obsession with 80's metal and original metal. it's probly because ive been in a really good mood lately. Because yesm i only listen to that stuff when im really fuckin cheery. . .well all that stuff about buyin stuff i think i cant mostly forget, besides the clothes.i dont have shit to wear ever. .and if we can find a place for me ta stay in california, im gonna be stayin for a long time. .so yesm i need clothing, but if tania comes shes only comin fur a week. .but thats koo, cause its right befo christmas.you kno what ive noticed, ive noticed that i talk about the sammme things.yes. .yes i do.because for tha time being i have a boring life.spike is stinky.you kno what.im gonna buy a ferret.and a snake.and then.ima let'em loose in ma house. .and see who dies first.no not really but i do want a kitty. AND a puppy.spike can hump the kitty.and the puppy can protect the kitty by humping spike.alright well ima go do alotta nothin. i'll probly sleep cause i dont feel good, so whoopi goldberg and goodnight I LOVE YOU TANIA<3<3<3<3<3<3. . . ::found his teddy bear::