Subway

i am bored i am bored i am bored. tania has given me no sign of life..she is i dunno where....shes probably all high n asleep hehehe awww ::kisses her nose::. but shes a tired lady, cause she works lots n lots...and only for tips god damnit.well woo im tired. if i dont talk to tania tonight..itll be the first night we havent talked in like..........6 months. because we allways talk every night for atleast 10 hours er so. even if we're fightin.i should really try and draw some things for the art instruction school lady. Because shes back in florida even tho she wasnt supposed to be untill mid next year. so i really should draw some stuff up and get my mom to call her and get her ta come by. She saw my other drawings and thought she really needed to talk to me..so..thats probably why shes back. The only reason she didnt come by last time..was because i havent been drawing for around 4 months at the time, so it kinda faded. but ive gotten back into it so yesm...she should come by this weekend. plus..she flew from canada.itd be mean to not let heru know i really think rebecca raped me. because josh is me in every way.. he doesnt really look like me but acts like me and wants to be around me more then anyone and comes to me when hes hurt or has done somethin wrong. i dunno..maybe its because im the only one that plays with'em and doesnt smack him.I HAD CHINESE FOOD.I FINALLY HAD CHINESE FOOD AGAIN....and i feel like complete shit and never wanna eat it again.oo. i want thai food tho. aww tania, shes looves thai food.. i must eat tania now.fuck, i need to fight someone. all the anger from everythings just sittin there. HAH..ill go fight that little shit that steve knows. lol steves a pimp now..and this guys a nerdie 130 pound punk/metalhead with glasses and A.D.D..hes goin out with some 12 year old named samantha with big tits.hes actin like shes his hoe. i was laughin hard as fuck when i asked him who the fuck she was.hes like "dude shes fine as hell..and shes has big ass tits, AND....she asked me to finger her at lunch.man i rubbed her over her pants while shes was moaning n shit". i just kept laughin..but i asked him if shes serious about him. and hes all "man pssh, shes swoonin over me..i dunno how long ill keep her tho"..even tho hes never had a real girl friend hes actin all pimped out. no but steve kicks ass..im glad hes gettin girls.....he needs'em more then any body.problem is, thier all 12.lol and steves birthdays comin up..guess whos goin over there........samantha..hes all "we're gonna fuck, we're gonna fuck, we're gonna fuck".lol.the guy doesnt even have peach fuzz sproutin frum his face. well who cares..he needs it. alright im goin ta bed. im tired as fuck and tanias probly asleep.so gootbye.::nigtie tania::