i gue...

i guess im a fuckin shithead, most of what i say upsets tania, even though everything ive ever said has never been meant to upset her. she allways wants ta stop talking to me so quickly. and she never tells me what upset her or why, for the past 4 months ive been overly depressed, i mean when i can tell she fuckin loves me im happy as hell..but it doesnt allways seem like she does. maybe its just me..ive had a fucked up life when it comes to girl friends or love..so im just more worried about the things i should know i dont have to worry about.ive never even been in love but with holly and tania.but holly was me just thinking shes fucking great.but.i allways thought id go from girl friend to girl friend untill i met her..and like really knew her. .when she told me the truth about herself. and i honestly feel like im gonna spend my life with her and be completely happy with her the whole time....yes i know i allways talk about her, but thats my fault..because of all the accidents ive been in, im kinda unable to do stuff right now..plus i dont live near jumps..or motocross tracks er any shit like that. but i also talk about her because i love her, and i talk to her like 10 hours a day. but no matter what she'll ever think..i allways tell her the truth..i never hide anything anymore....and if i make a fucking promise im gonna fuckin keep it..because of course i want her to be happy, and yes i love her. i say i love her alot....u kno why, because she got really upset with me and told me she had reason to believe i dont love her cause i never said it as much at all..so i started sayin it more. . now i just thinks shes so used to it that its like me sayin wot, but wether i say it alot or not, i love her more then any thing in my entire life:)...no matter what happend before.i do.....she is my baby.Well!, with that said...im turning into a daddie..its complicated. .kids just kick ass man.i bet u can guess what im gonna say.mhm...its a tinkermhmi love tania<3god ima fuckin dork.